Though it's not been so long that I have written a blog, it's been long for this title to see the content. Yes I started this title long back, 5 months before but didn't write. Good or bad, for this post but there were some understanding in these 5 months which might add value to the content of this post.
I thought I should directly dive deep into myself and write the post but already I have been diverted from the topic. Diversion is sometimes good and sometimes bad. Here Good and Bad are opposite to each other but it also complements each other. But when? Sometimes. Both does it in sometimes. So sometimes is a common time where good and bad meets each other together. As you know sometime can be anytime. There cannot be a clearly defined sometime. But we are not here to define sometime or about good or bad. But about something else.
I got diverted while diving. Diving into myself. To understand my personality. Who am I? What kind of personality I'm? Extrovert or introvert. Thanks to diversion, though it diverted me away from topic initially, it again diverted me back to the topic. It did both good and bad. Let me not get diverted once more.
Coming back to the personality, when I consider myself, what I am if I'm an introvert or an extrovert. Before diving deep into my useless thoughts, what's introvert? What's extrovert?
Though there are hell lot of definitions available, my understanding about introvert and extrovert is, introvert is someone who is calm, talks less with unknown people, feels shy in public, enjoys being alone and has a smaller circle of friends. Extrovert is someone who is talkative, likes to be in limelight always, easily sociable and has a lot of friends. It's been few months since I wrote and so the flow of words is not there. I'm speaking to myself being an introvert, but I'm writing it out to the public because of the extrovert in me. One more step of diving deeper, to understand friends circle which I referred. Though introvert has few friends they maintain a close relationship and the trust level among them will be high. They seek advise from friends when needed and they express their feelings only to their friends. Contrarily extroverts doesn't show their true feelings to their friends and rarely they take advise from them. But every human has both introvert and extrovert in him. It's the situation, the family background, environment he or she is grown that makes him express his personality. Certain people are on the extremes. They exhibit only one personality, whereas some are in between, who are ambiverts. OMG I sound more theoritical. Even i don't like to read these. But you are still reading it. What kind of personality will read all these? It's my understanding. Your understanding may differ and there is nothing right or wrong. Someone defined those personality and we are following it. Why don't we have our own understanding as our definition!!!
Being an ambivert, has both positive and negative effects. Ambivert is flexible and adjusts according to the situation, but lots of confused thoughts runs behind the mind. Ambivert is more stressed than others. Mood swings are common with ambiverts. When we talk about mood swing, it travels across the extremes in no matter of time. I somewhere learnt that locus of control for introvert is internal and that of extrovert is external then for ambivert will be inside out??? I don't know, you need to find it out.
I am Just thinking if I had a deep dive into myself? Question arises, What's the depth? if this is the depth I know about myself? It looks shallow. May be i might have dived deep but while coming back I dropped things which I can't share with others and bring only those positives about me to the light. Because I'm an AMBIVERT.
Now it's time for you to dive.
Happy reading!!!
